Magnum: Erin had worked hard to improve her acting over the years, and it had paid off. She wasn't just a beautiful body any more; she was GOOD!
Magnum: [bleaker, more depressed] Then suddenly, I was reminded that she was also DEAD.
Magnum: I'd gone months without remembering Nam, until this morning. The scary part wasn't the memories that kept popping into my head. It was the idea that someday I might flash back in my mind and never return.