Sondra Blake: Ronnie Howard

Quotes 

• Ronnie Howard : What's your name, honey?

  Susan Atkins : Sadie. Sexy Sadie.

• Susan Atkins : I was holding her arms behind her and she's looking at me... begging an-and crying: "Please don't kill me. Please don't kill me. I don't wanna die. I wanna live. I wanna have my baby. I wanna have my baby." And I looked her straight in the eye and I said "Look, bitch. I don't care about you. I don't care about your baby. You better be ready. You're gonna die and I don't feel a thing about it." And then I proceeded to stab her, okay?

  Ronnie Howard : Okay.

  Susan Atkins : And you know what? I just kept stabbing her and stabbing her 'till she stopped screaming.

  Ronnie Howard : But she was pregnant. Didn't it bother you to kill her?

  Susan Atkins : No, I thought you understood. I LOVED her, and in order for me to kill her, I was killing part of myself when I killed her. In fact, Charlie gave us instructions to mutilate them. We were gonna cut out the baby if we had time.

  Ronnie Howard : I gotta go to the can.

  Susan Atkins : Y-you know the other two? The next night?

  Ronnie Howard : LaBiancas. Mm-hmm.

  Susan Atkins : [nods]  Well, what do you think?

  [Ronnie shakes her head, shocked] 

  Susan Atkins : And there's more. Before, one guy we cut his head off and uh, three more in the desert... and more besides. At least eleven. Eleven they'll never solve. And there's gonna be plenty more to come. We're gonna pick out some of the biggest pigs and execute them and release them from this Earth. You have to have a real love in your heart for people to do this for them, you know?

  Ronnie Howard : I gotta go to the can. I'll let you get some sleep.

  [Ronnie leaves and starts to sob]